1. If you had to kiss one of the same sex, who would it be? ;)
2. What are you most afraid of?
3. If you had to be hot or cold for the rest of your life, what would you be?
4. Do you believe in soulmates?
5. Who would you want to play you in a movie?


1. I would never ever consider it
2. Losing my loved ones
3. Cold, but I hate both
4. Yes I most definitely do
5. Let me think about that one, it have to be someone that's talent, no diva and sweet. Now who does that fit...?
Several moments later...
Carrie-Anne Moss it is!

Bold = what applies; italics = what kind of applies.

01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort.
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol.
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extrelemy dependent on others
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. You ate a lot of food today.
12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves
17. You are a good listener, but hate complainers
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. You have had a serious surgery
20. Your house has a spare bedroom
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can't handle toddlers
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops
29. You celebrate Easter
30. You observe Lent.
31. You are Catholic
32. You do not believe in God
33. Religion is not important to you
34. You want to have a BIG family one day.
35.You would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. You have more aunts than uncles.
37. You hate being too cold.
38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks
41. You are more messy than clean
42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean
45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. When you hear ‘black & white’ it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘hot n cold’ song.
47. You have no clue what that song is
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic
49. You are glad George Bush is out of office.
50. Politics are boring to you.
51. You take a vitamin daily.
52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You’ve never thrown up before.
54: You think it's gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone's food where someone's ass was
57. You love taking bubble baths
58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before
61. You have been to the emergency room before for something
62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family
64. You hate broccoli.
65. Cooked carrots are good, though
66. You go on tumblr too much
67. You are really comfortable right now.
68. You like witty t-shirts.
69. You are a major fan of underground bands
70. You have been on an airplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid
73. You have had a panic attack before.
74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you're in the wrong decade
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it's way too cold outside right now
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm
82. You are a big breakfast eater
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.
85. You have been in a car today.
86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show ‘Private Practice.’
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
92. You hate cheesy movies
93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.
95. You do well in school without trying.
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

 Well back to not using LJ again...

 Day 29: Hope, dreams and plans for the next 365 days.

My biggest wish is to get a job, with a job follows salary, with salary follows possibilities to get my own place and to travel. So that's what I wish for the most.

Then I dream about falling in love and getting married and have kids. I also hope to get more friends. 

I also wish for those whom are close to me to stay healthy and happy. 

Plans: Get a job!

 Day 28: This year in great detail.

Let's write the big things, happy and sad.

Turned 30 in february, celebrated it with my family and Jessica at a restaurant which is a big thing as my family never eats out. I feel old!

In may school ended and I cried so much because I knew I would never see him again, a man at school that I cared for so much, that I loved but that is married.. He will always have a piece of my heart.

Thought it would be rather easy to get a job but as it turned out I am unemployed still.

Now to the highlight of not just this year but of my whole life, went to London Film and Comic Con, where I met Michael Shanks. It's still unreal that I've actually met him. Also I met Scott Bakula, Jewel Staite and Bruce Boxletiner. I had a not so funny travel partner so I spend most of my time in London by my self and I loved it. I felt free. I had never stayed at a hotel before and I loved that too. I really miss London and I wish I can go back some time. The flying was not so great, lot of turbulence.

Then it was time to look for work, spend a lot of this year to go to meetings that the unemployment service set up for me. Not until November things started to happen. I got special help to find a job. 

At christmas eve I got a sms from the man from school which all my feelings finally had gone to rest. But everything came back to me and so I am right back where I was in may. So that sucks. I was even ready to start looking for a guy to date... down the drains. 

 Day 27: Your month in detail.

I don't know...

Been on meetings at my job-coach. Looking for work. Watching my favorite shows. Did a health check-up. Trying to excercise regularly, and eating more healthy. Shopping for christmas gifts. 
Got more help to get closer to a job. Spent time with my family and Jessica. 
Really I can't come up with anything else.

 Day 26: Your week in great detail.

My goodness I can't remember what happened yesterday..

Alright let's try this.

Monday: Helped mom cleaning can't remember anything else.
Tuesday: Took care of decorating the house and hung up the christmas-lights outside. Ironed the curtains for christmas and hung them up. Cleaned all of the house. Did some gift-wrapping.
Wednesday: Went with my parents to shop for groceries, then we picked up Jessica and we spent the day at my place, playing a new boardgame called master of television. Which she of course  won. I decorated the tree and in the evening I watched TV. 
Thursday: Christmas eve. All of my family came at about noon. I played with my sisters daughters and then we had christmas dinner. My sisters husband brought Wii that I played most of the evening with a break for christmas gift opening. I got make-up, gift certificates, a bag and the DVD "The Macahan Family". 
Friday: Went out for my daily walk. Was extremely tired so I rested most of the day, watching TV. 
Saturday: Wow I can't remember much, I watched hockey. Not much else happened.
Sunday: That was yesterday.. Well I got up late as usual. Walked around in my pajama all day. Played some on-line games. Watched TV later. Well that's it.

 Day 25; Your day in detail:
Got up at 10.30 am, ate some leftovers from yesterday's christmas dinner. Watched Mary Christmas starring John Schneider. Went out for a walk in bad weather, rain mixed with snow. Watched Columbo, 2 episodes. Ate some dinner in between. Suddenly I can't remember what I did next....  Oh I've got it, then I watched some tv, just zapping. Took care of my farm on Facebook during which I fell asleep and slept for 1½ hours. Then made dinner and watched some more TV. Now I am watching Apollo 13 and after that I am going to bed.

 Merry Christmas! I have just gone to bed after a day with my family. We had dinner and played some wii and of course opened presents. I got makeup, gift-certificate, The Macahan family on DVD and a bag.Yesterday, officially the day before yesterday my friend Jessica visited me and we exchanged gifts, I got a lovely top that glitters, been wearing it all day.

My nieces who are 6 and soon 8 have been playing with me all day, I am a bit tired now. I like christmas but the following days are usually boring and it feels empty. 

Something that made me so happy today was that I got a sms from someone I used to love, he wished me a merry christmas and all the feelings came back for a second and all the memories, But I think I'm over him, regarding the love thing anyway. He holds a special place in my heart and I care for him deeply still. Now for today's meme:
Day 24: Whatever tickles your fancy:
Remember why we celebrate christmas!

 Day 23: A YouTube Video:
There is many videos I like but this deserves to be known.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RR1fDL7x1Sg

Worth to think about...

Day 22: A website: I visit two sites daily and that is www.facebook.com and http://www.michaelshanks-online.com/

Day 21: A recipe:

This is not gonna be easy to write in English at all so sorry if there is anyone else than Jessica reading this.

Ingredienser
4 port
600 g fläskfilé
2 gula lökar
200 g valfri färsk svamp
smör
1/2 msk soja
1/2 tsk svartpeppar
1 1/2 msk konc. kött- och vinfond
4 dl Kelda mellangrädde
2 msk lingonsylt
färsk timjan
Gör så här
Skär köttet i 1 cm tjocka skivor. Skala och grovhacka löken. Skär svampen i bitar. Bryn köttet i smör i en stekpanna. Ta upp köttet. Stek svampen i stekpannan och koka ur eventuell vätska. Tillsätt löken och fräs några minuter. Lägg tillbaka köttet. Smaksätt med soja och peppar. Häll i fond och grädde och låt det koka ihop ca 5 min utan lock. Rör i lingonsylten. Strö över timjan. Kokt potatis eller fullkornsris är gott till. Tips! Toppa pannan med lite färska lingon. Pricken över i.

Day 20: A hobby of yours

I'm one of those persons that doesn't have any hobbies to mention. I like listen to music, watching my favorite tv-shows, but is that a hobby? I like doing fanvideos too but haven't done one in a long time.

Rules: - Italicize all of the following TV shows which you've ever seen 3 or more episodes of in your lifetime. - Bold a show if you're positive you've seen every episode of it.
90210
24
7th Heaven
Alias
America's Next Top Model
Angel
Arrested Development
Baywatch
Bewitched
Bonanza
Bones
Boston Legal
Brothers And Sisters
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Californication
Chappelle's Show
Charlie's Angels
Charmed
Cheers
Chuck
Clarissa Explains It All
Columbo
Commander in Chief
Crossing Jordan
CSI
CSI: Miami
CSI: NY
Curb Your Enthusiasm
Dark Angel
Dark Skies
DaVinci's Inquest
Dead Like Me
Deadwood Degrassi: The Next Generation
Designing Women
Desperate Housewives
Doctor Who
Friends
Fringe
Gilmore Girls
Glee
Gossip Girl
Grey's Anatomy
Ghost Whisperer
Harper's Island
Heroes
House
ICarly
How I met your Mother
Hell's Kitchen
Joey
Married... With Children
Melrose Place
Monk
One Tree Hill
Project Runway
Pushing Daisies
Reaper
Sanctuary
Scrubs
Seinfeld
Sex and the City
Smallville
Star Trek
Supernatural
That 70's Show
The Amazing Race
The Office (US)
The Office (UK)
The OC
The Simpsons
The Suite Life of Zack and Cody
The Twilight Zone
The Vampire Diaries
The X-Files
Ugly Betty
Veronica Mars
Whose Line is it Anyway? (US)
Whose Line is it Anyway? (UK)

 Day 19: A talent of yours:

I'm good at cooking! 

Day 18: Whatever tickles your fancy: Today I choose to post some screencaps from Sanctuary with Michael Shanks as guest. He is sooo gorgeous.

Day 17: An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc) I am not an artperson but I love old castles and churches and here is a picture from inside a church in Sweden called Habo Church. It was painted between 1741-1743.

Day 16 -- A song that makes you cry (or nearly)

There is many songs that could make me cry.

Empty Room-Sanna Nielsen http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nw0dbtpWkl0

Memories-Harold Faltermeyer http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VXgiwnYxleQ&feature=related

Full Circle-Loreena McKennitt http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJ4XGYyhlj0

Empty room beacause it makes me think of someone I loved.

Memories is just sad

Full Circle beacause it was played in Due South in the episode Juliet is Bleeding, have you seen it you know what I mean.

Ooops forgot to write yesterday.

Day 15: A non-fictional book
The Bible, my lifeline.

Day 16: A fanfic.
I actually wrote a couple myself, nothing serious. A couple about Miami Vice, one about Smallville and a couple about Due South. I think I like the one about Smallville the best. You can't read it because my english is terrible, still I write preferable in english. Anyway it's about Jonathan Kent who get enchanted by a young girl with special abilities to get what she wants.

Day 13: A fictional book

THE NEGOTIATOR by Dee Henderson

"Veteran hostage negotiator Kate O'Malley has seen humankind at its worst. In fact, she has become something of a legend for her ability to parlay a successful outcome from even the most desperate situations. FBI special agent Dave Richman, introduced in Henderson's Danger in the Shadows, has every reason to have lost faith. But he hasn't and Kate has. From their first encounter during a bank holdup, these two very disparate people are inexplicably drawn to each other. But can they overcome the obstacles? Dave's Christianity is as much a part of him as his desire for Kate, while Kate claims no particular belief in God. And can Dave relinquish his need to protect Kate when it is her job to place herself in danger? But Dave may not have a choice when a secret from Kate's past returns to haunt her--or kill her."